slapdash miscellany shite

tomato based condiment party

2009-07-26T11:56:00.000-07:00

miscellany of april fourth 2009

2009-04-04T00:40:00.000-07:00

This is perhaps more a chronicle of things I found of note recently that I want to remember to look at further at another time, than things organized and notated in a fashion that will entertain or engage others. Hell, I'm my biggest reader anyway so far as I know, so... eh, alright then. Yeah. See right now I'm trying to watch Pulp Fiction, with the bf, which we found today in a dumpster along with 19 other misc. movies on videocassette. :D So I'm trying not to get to tied up in my net surfing... but I need to close some of these goldarned tabs so I can ... open more... without asploding firefox. Yup. And check on my SSW account.

( SSW= Secret Society Wars, an online game I've been playing at a possibly unhealthy level since around September of last year. In the game you're a "popsickle", someone from hereabouts in time who was frozen for some reason and then unthawed a ways along in the future... and you have to learn to adapt to the new society, fight and sex0r assorted human, alien, and animal peeps, and later on fellow popsickles. Then you fight a battle to control space and eventually one society wins. Oh yeah, you end up part of a society-- you can control which society you end up in by learning how to control what sort of power you gain/lose in the game... So there's both independent play dealing with npc's - non-player characters- and getting to know your society-mates a bit and engaging in teamwork. :) The game also has elements similar to social networking sites- you can have a blog, a photo gallery, start syndicates- rather like in-game player run clubs- you can start them regarding whatever you want to discuss/share with your fellow players, chat real-time, send bulletins to your friends(you also can maintain a friends' list as well as blacklist/ignore/"baleet" people who piss you off/are dicks), and use in-game email("smail"). Well, I didn't mean to go into such detail, but since I did... well yay! Maybe someone will read it and check it out and like it. And if you do happen to, my username there is pandamonieum , I try to hang in chat relatively often, and I'm currently an Oddfellow(One of the societies...). And I'll be happy to help answer questions or direct them you to places/players who can answer/explain better than I. Overall I think we're a pretty welcoming/friendly community so long as you don't start off acting like a douche/troll. And even then we'll try to give you a fair shake. :) )

Great, I kinda lost track of the movie... I've seen it before but, well, it was a long time ago, and this seems to be the type of film that takes rather close attention to keep up with what happens, being as there was just a time shift to revisit same events from a different perspective, which I tend to enjoy in movies, but... well since I've been typing for the last 20 minutes or so I'm now a tad lost. Oh well, I'll just watch it again later. :P

Um, so what I intended to do before that diversion was just throw some links up in here for me to remember to delve further into later... like, when not watching a film. This is a great movie and quite entertaining, but I think I'll have to watch once or possibly twice more to keep track of what's happenin'. Kinda like "Sin City"- It's great, but took me a couple times through to keep up with. And I still wanna watch it again. :) It's nice when a movie is like that though in a way, even if it can be confusing, b/c you can watch it a few times and still notice stuff you didn't notice before or realize something you missed on previous viewings. Dang I wanna watch that one "old" French film again that I watched back when I took film studies in college... I think it was called "Breathless" and the director is famous and such but I fail on his name right now. I'll google it eventually and then I'll be all, "Oh yeah, I knew that" when I find it. Heh. I'm just gonna settle for being lazy and looking "dumb" for now though. At least I didn't say it was directed by Jean Luc Picard. :P

Wikipedia article on the song "Cum on Feel the Noize"- One of the other RFX dj's mentioned in SSW chat the other night that that song wasn't originally by Quiet Riot but actually by Slade, and furnished the aforementioned link. I forget why I want to save it, probably to remind me to look up the original and assorted covers mentioned in it as well.

eRepublik - Another online game, I haven't signed up yet b/c I'm waiting for the friend who told me about it to play long enough to get some kind of in-game bonus for referring me, so... I can't tell you anything about it now, and I'm too lazy to go back to read the description to say more, you can follow the link if you're curious. :P

a blog post on "art and medicine" from a blog called "Little Hokum Rag"- it's in my blogroll down below as well, but I wanted to remember this specific post b/c it has pics from and links to some neat stuff from some science museum... I'll throw in more info and grab a pic to post later...

This bunch of links arose from looking up info on the song "Cult of Personality" by Living Colour, I actually ended up reading more about the meaning/meanings behind the term "Cult of Personality" than the song itself. What led me on this search was hearing the song used for a video montage/promotional video on WWE for Stone Cold Steve Austin regarding him apparently being inducted in the WWE Hall of Fame. I don't really follow WWE these days, my bf had it on; anyway... it just seemed strange to me and kind of a misappropiation of the song or misconstruance of the song's meaning. I still haven't fully informed/educated this opinion but anyway...

I forgot to leave cult of personality up for myself to link to or whatever, but you can certainly google it yourself if it piques your interest.

So stuff that interested me enough to save for later that popped up in relation to the above and/or led to eachother...
wikipedia entry on the term "cult"

wikipedia entry on the "National Fascist Party"

wikipedia entry on the "Order of the Solar Temple"

Yeah, so those sprung from originally looking up "cult of personality" and going on to open/read some other things that piqued my interest... wikipedia/the internet is good for that sort of thing. :)

I think I'm going to cut down on the random blabbery with the links b/c I meant to do this... quickly... for the purpose of personal reminder like stated earlier and instead I'm ... fucking babbling. :P S

google search for info about the band "Amesoeurs"

mindfreedom.org , a website advocating for mental health freedom...

website for artist Audrew Kawasaki

artmagick.com -haven't looked around here at all yet, but they claim to be a source of "visual intoxication".

http://books.google.com/books?id=MI8ym5Idda8C&pg=PA62&lpg=PA62&dq=disinfecting+alley+scores&source=bl&ots=MA7Bw4JMR7&sig=QUOrTC4c97kajosFttsBoA5b_vM&hl=en&ei=fvjWSZL7HZHyMuuhkYgP&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=3#PPA56,M1 <-*this wasn't working as a link and I don't have time to mess around with it now so um... I removed the link tags and however it shows up is however it shows up for now...* -googlebooks preview sections for a book called "How the Other Half Lives", which they refer to as an "illustrated tour of New York's slums".

"19th Century British Pamphlets Project"- Haven't poked around this at all yet...

Aside- the guy on the "Who Wants to Be a Millionaire" episode on at the moment is quite interesting- apparently he's wearing one sock inside out for luck because "his mom always told him it would keep the witches away", at least, that's what I think he said. I was only lending it maybe 1/4 or so of an ear at that moment. :) I might have to google that later... (Pulp Fiction ended... we'll watch it again in a few days probably, bf followed less well than I, I think, despite paying better attention, but he's also not seen it at all before)... I like "...Millionaire...", I guess in part b/c the escalation from "easy" to "difficult" can be fun and entertaining, b/c what's her name is really nice to people, and b/c the contestants are often interesting and they include lots of little personal tidbits plus they(er, contenstants) sometimes offer interesting personal anecdotes or say entertaining things while trying to answer the questions. :) Maybe it's just a side-effect of being nervous about interacting with people myself, and thus avoiding doing that, yet finding them interesting. So I'm watching interaction on my tube instead and I think maybe the interaction on "...Millionaire..." seems a bit more natural than, say, highly edited reality shows placing people in extremely contrived situations... er, something like that. Damn, I'm babbling again. It's almost 4 am and I still haven't saved and closed all my open tabs to play SSW as intended. o.o See, you might think it would make sense for me to just bookmark them, but I have tons of bookmarks that I always forget to check up on later and end up merging into... well a huge amorphous helter-skelter pile 'o' disorganized links. This seems more useful somehow. :/ More time consuming though. o.o

free patents online dot com- it looked possibly interesting...

The next few links are things that came up while I was looking for information on disinfecting things in general and in particular tips/info on avoiding picking up dumpster/alley scores infested with any kind of bug/pest... quick/easy ways to tell if something you find and want might harbor an unwanted pest spec. cockroaches, or perhaps bedbugs, and simply quick/easy/cheap ways to disinfect stuff before dragging it inside.... I haven't found many tips specific to identifying lousy/buggy computers/furniture/etc when "dumpster diving" yet, but I did find a lot of interesting stuff regarding dumpster diving in general. I'll prob do a post with more detailed info and such ... eventually. :P but for now here's a mish-mash of the links I came up with bearing some relevence to the aforementioned topics.

wikipedia entry on disinfectant

a post/article from a site called "ecosalon" on green kitchen disinfecting

an essay by some interesting sounding writer(Lars Eighner) I hadn't previously heard of about his experiences with dumpster diving

wikiHow "How-To" article on dumpster diving

an article on dumpster diving at a site called "the living web" that I haven't read yet

an engaging personal website about dumpster diving and possibly other things that I haven't poked around much at all yet

another as yet unread dumpster diving article, from greenbiz.com

an article at forbes.com by Cory Doctorow about a fellow who's been "dumpster diving" as something of a "job/career" for 15 years or so and managed to turn a profit... pretty cool :)

wikipedia entry on "freeganism"

Trashwiki- a whole wiki dedicated to dumpster diving and such- Rather new site and a cursory poke around suggests to me people should get into it and help create more content... such is how wikis work :) Def. a cool idea.

wikipedia entry for "Really Really Free Market"- as I understand it this regards a movement to have events - "Really Really Free Markets"- where people freely give away/exchange there unwanted stuff for other peoples' unwanted stuff that, uh, they want. :D Sounds rad to me.

google search results for "bedbugs"

I found the wikipedia article on dumpster diving surprisingly well written or fairly written or whatever (ie not "dumpsterdiving is something filthy poor people do... blah blah something something unpleasant and inaccurate and mean) and informative... I just accidently closed it so I'll hafta look it up again later...

New topic- it seems I have a lot of second-hand pants, alley/dumpster scored, given to me, thrift scored, whatever, that have constantly falling zipper syndrome. So I
googled zipper fixing. I haven't gone through the results yet but it yielded quite an impressive amount of links and almost certainly more than one containing solutions to my problem. Yay internet!

And once again viva la internets - our alley scored vcr doesn't always cooperate(it mangled pulp fiction a little after we paused and restarted it, but fortunately it still worked) so I googled fixing vcrs that eat tapes and got a plethora of useful appearing results to sift through...tomorrow. Though my bf still just wants to get a new one when we have cash. He also just complained about how the people that threw out the videos we scored today didn't rewind one. :D Hey, it is annoying...

And that's it for now. The almost entire contents(minus a few more personal whatnots and a couple blogs that are in my blogroll already- down at the very bottom of this blog) vomited out for your perusal and my later exploration, eventually.

As a final note, at least for the moment, think before you throw stuff away people! Just today we grabbed the aforementioned movies, one relatively recent and together computer, 7(really!) older computers the bf is gonna check out and prob just take useful parts from, 2 clean and pretty nice duffel bags, and a handful of clean t-shirts and rugs. Oh, and an apparently broken(?) batteryless video8 camcorder. I'll be googling that guy pretty soon to find out more about it(like a manual) and how to make it work if it seems possible. That'd be frickin' sweet. And if anyone has some tips, or knows a good place to find some, regarding scoping found electronics such as computers,vcrs,etc for possible bugs(like, roaches, not electronic ones) quickly and effectively before dragging them upstairs lemme know. Also regarding quickly and effectively disinfecting/delousing found fabric type stuff- clothes,rugs,furniture. We have cats as well as us people and the overall apt to worry about....

Man I sure get off topic fast-- Even when we happen to benefit by finding cool stuff, it really bums me out to see so much useful stuff in the garbage when there are people around who may really need or simply have use for/would appreciate the items. Think folks... there's gotta be some good way to give away your stuff instead of throwing it in the dumpster. Call your friends, post on a local website/email list(craigslist has a free stuff section, also there's an email list called "freecycle" which has lists in many different areas, and there are probably other resources in your community you can find by searching the net or asking around), look into local charities that will take the stuff, or even just give it to goodwill(I'm wobbly on goodwill, but I really need to educate myself more before taking a real stance- as to how much good they do vs. their top employees/managers/whatevers' paychecks and such)... anyway I'd say find an organization that will give the stuff to people who can use it for free or give it away yourself before giving it to a place that'll sell it...

More babble, point: THINK BEFORE YOU TRASH STUFF :) Thanks.
If anyone enjoyed my ramble and misc. linkage, leave a comment. Leave comments about anything you like or don't or whatever you wish... If someone reads it and tells me what they dig, I can try and do more of it and perhaps... uh... more people will dig it or something. :D

Bloody hell... I gotta go play my game. My trades are prob topped out and my facilities all dry of the resources they need to run... o.o

many punk musics found on interwebs

2009-03-19T15:54:00.000-07:00

massive bunch of punk albums here. woot!

aaagh!

2009-03-18T07:51:00.000-07:00

Almost two years? What the hell?!? o.o

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Important Link->> SongFight!

Gamez!->> Secret Society Wars
Paradox: The Musical
Solitaire!
Jigsaw Puzzles!

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a coupl'a neat pix, go look-
pretty sugary noodles yum.

Looks kinda like a painting... imho I wish there were a bit more punch to the some of the colors, I'm thinking reds 'n' yellows for some reason, but overall-ly it's a cool image.

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wow. "goth prince" cut-out ... ?!?

and the "goth beauty" cut-out, ok, this one actually looks kinda cool... at least I like the wings.

Those two thingermerjigs are from this costume site. Check it out, they even have costumes for your pets! :P

(That's Princess Leia, if you couldn't tell.)

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Big Green Slug! Awesome.

Ok, I guess it's called a banana slug. But, bananas aren't green!? What the hell!? The world is so fraught with confusion. >.<

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Whoa, I just found a blog sharing cheezy obscure/out of print musics! Yay! :) The layout seems a tad messy/confusing but I've found a couple nifty things so far.

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Flavor Tripping?!?

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Okay, now I'm all busy grabbing music from the cheezefactory blog I linked to up there, and getting a mysterious but fortuitously mild pain in my head. Probably I need to drink more water. And either more or less coffee. Oy, confusion again. o.o

Happy internet!

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later addition! I find more music blogs! Okay, these were linked to from the previously posted one- look on the right side someplace and there's more links!-

Perfect Pickles - "Classic Rock, Blues, Psych, and Beyond."

Schadenfreudian Therapy - "the pancreas and it's relations" :P

John and Jenny's Rock 'n' Roll Party!"

What's even more ever so awesome about these things is that most if not all have links to six billion more nifty music blogs! yay, internet!

can't get no sleep...

2007-09-21T04:58:00.000-07:00

yum :)
so the first two are what I drank last night. yup, both of 'em. hence the not getting any sleep >.< I foresee more of the stuff in my future to get through the day...
at the moment probably my favorite energy drinks among the myriad varieties available. rockstar apparently has a guava version as well, which I really would like to try.

cricket cola- I guess it doesn't qualify as an energy drink though it works well for me in that capacity. It's unique and very tasty, a cola drink boasting natural caffeine and green tea, giving it a unique taste and, at least for me, causing a unique sort of stimulation that felt different from the boost I get from other caffeine beverages. It might sound odd but the boost felt more cheerful/balanced. :) something like that. I haven't found it at many places in my are yet but fortunately there are some cafes nearby that have it, also, apparently b/c the owner of the chain is friends with someone among those responsible for the cola, the Potbelly Sandwich Works chain carries it in at least some of their stores. I'm hoping to see it more widely available, it being awesome and all. :)

If you're interesting in reading a heck of alot more on all the different energy drinks on the market, I found this energy review site where hundreds of such drinks have been reviewed, including alcoholic varieties such as sparks, four, and my personal favorite, tilt. -- click here to voyage deep into energy drink review land

I had further plans for this post but it's getting close to work going time and I must prepare more sleep-deprivation + energy drink overload addled self...

"just like old times"

2007-09-17T15:50:00.000-07:00

were reading the old posts from 05 and thinking i seemed to think a bit more creatively then.
but i think at the time my thoughts were that i was whining too much too redundantly too repetitiously

the even more frustrating would be in the it's not no different now and it's actually worse perhaps

f*cking up jobs over and again after finally f*cking up the school possibly unfixably

the head still hurts and i'm still thirsty
and still angry
and still unhealthy

my Mom passed away last year

i might be on the verge of homelessness all depending on if my landlord will be very very patient and if i can get my damnhell shit together and get some damnhell rent $$ together

have just began a mood stabilizer called depakote even though i am not too sure i am full with enough swinging back and forth of moods to need it but guess the psychiatrist i saw last week thought it would help

am supposed to possibly participate in something called dialectical behavioral therapy but damnhell psych. chick still hasn't contacted me 'bout it

on food stamps

gonna be seeing a psychologist too guy i was seeing last summer afore i got myself shoved off the medical assistance not sure it helps but i like talking with him

my brain is going to explode

the contemplation of finding some way to get rid of it just hack it or smash it to bits pervades my thinkings over and ever more and more it seems

i wish i had tattoos

lacking color, limbs, or time?

2007-09-17T08:36:00.000-07:00

some miscellaneous miscellany encountered in the past few days - -

one hundred 'n' thirty some cats- The short video here makes me think of what I'd imagine a cat mosh pit looking like. I might have to try to download the clip somehows and put that bit to some crazy music. Happily, despite the crowded conditions, the cats in the video look remarkably healthy, happy, and clean as does the flat. It seems plausible they are better off there than roaming the streets of whatever Russian city this is in?

d.i.y. prosthetics! - "the Open Prosthetics Project" - I've only glanced a bit over this site but it looks quite interesting, and I think what they are doing is awesome. The point is to share innovations in prosthetics for free, because "prosthetics shouldn't cost an arm and a leg". And even for those of us with no need for a prosthetic, it is interesting simply in the way of looking at ways mechanized whatnot can be made to imitate human movements/functions, if you're interested in taht sort of thing, or maybe just into neat gadgets and gizmos in general. Or if you happened to be someone into making any sort of robotic or such thing and wanted it to have human-like functions/movements
it seems like this could be a pretty useful resource for you.

"the Worst Album Covers of All Time!" - I don't agree with all the site user's choices and comments but there are some pretty funny/weird/interesting covers posted here, worth a browsing.

Wikipedia page collecting "unusual articles" - this is rad! links to all sorts of wikipedia entries on odd places/things/topics collected on one page!

"the best pictures always lack color" - big database 'o' black and white photos which you can bring up at random if you'd like, and also you can rate them if you'd like. Seems to have a lot of cool photos.

compendium of user-designed and contributed icons, avatars, and emoticons, also away msg suggestions for instant msgngrs.

a couple things I happened across by chance that I haven't heard of before and really want to read:

Momo by Michael Ende - about a young girl that saves the world from time thieves, by the guy responsible for "the Neverending Story" which I previously hadn't realized was based on a book, nor did I know
whom the originator of the story was.

the Shadow Children Sequence by Margaret Peterson Haddix - A series of 7 books following the life of a "shadow child", a third child in a world where population is rigidly controlled and families are allowed no more than two offspring- if they have more, the child/children are killed if discovered.

Here is a review of
the first two books, from sci-fi author Orson Scott Card's "Uncle Orson Reviews Everything" column, which is also seemingly a worthwhile read in general(this is my first encounter with it).

This is it for now, being as I must wash-up and scamper hurriedly to work. Thanks for stopping by.
Planning on some major editing of this site soon as many of the pictures and links in the olden posts are null or too damn big and some elements of the site appear to be a total mess in my browser. So keep an eye on us! :)

what is this about?

2007-05-22T23:44:00.000-07:00

link. nsfw/contains nonsexual nudity.

more altavista image search magic

2007-05-02T05:39:00.000-07:00

cheesefish!

bastards?!

not sure how i found this-

toxic guineapigs - a band, I think they're German.

Nope, they're Swiss. Here's their myspace page if you're curious.

sorry I really need to learn how to resize photos when I link to them on my page. eep.
guess that's it for today.

killer socks and space angels

2006-10-06T07:51:00.000-07:00

crispy

2006-05-20T09:06:00.000-07:00

this is a test

2006-05-18T15:01:00.000-07:00

i just need to be posting something write now and it needs to be really long cuz i was having trouble with the formatting of type or display of the type as i write it rather in my other browser and i need to find out if i will have this same trouble in sarfaree as also so i am testing testing test 1 2 test 1 2 test 1 2 3 4 to see if i have problems with the typing in the sarfari i need to keep typing and typing and typing and typing and typing so many things just to do a diagnostic process i would rather be eating fried chicken or something i am thirsty but still i must keep typing and typing and typing till i conclude that there is no problem when i type in sarfari or maybe there is so far i am not having trouble which i guess means it is my fire fox that is screwed up i like my firefox i don't like sarfaree so much damned it hell to darn dang i am not happy at all with this turn of events i want my typing in my fox browser to work proper it is ever so very sad i don't know what to do i am still typing but soon i think i will stop and figure that it is indeed just fire fox and then i will send a message to my poor computer knowing about friend who i hassle for computer knowings and whine about broken fire fox and maybe he will come up with an idea to fix....

may 13 at engrishdotcom

2006-05-13T19:54:00.000-07:00

imaloser

2005-12-02T04:43:00.000-08:00

sitting here listening to lovely craptastic midi of the Chip and Dale's Rescue Rangers theme song and just finished yet another mad lib type thing. Still ain't really done no schoolwork. anyway, here's the madlib type thing:
"

A Game of Pinball

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The other day, I played what is perhaps the most hasty pinball game I've ever seen. It was called "The Tense Scissors of Gerhard the Panda." The object of the game was to hit the ball with the flippers and the rotating cracker to get it to go through the Achey Tunnel of Hatred, thereby lighting the bonus pitchers which you could hit to enter the Super Going Whales Round. Alternately, if you hit the ball into the Ham-flavored Ramp, the Gyrating Busty Strippers of Torment would become activated, which earns you big bonus points if you hit all 7 of the Dustbunnies of Leaving within one minute. You can win an extra ball if you threaten the Villainous Bologna of Fishing, but only when all the Drop Flyers have been blew. It was a really muddy game, but after playing for a decade straight, my nipple was sore for a second. "

'the Gyrating Busty Strippers of Torment' - would that be a good name for a band? too long-winded. but it has a a nice ring to it. Okay, now I should go do something important. Wow, now I'm listening to a midi rendition of "Rock the Casbah". Rock.

mad muddled talez

2005-12-02T03:23:00.000-08:00

"The Hanukkah Party

Last week my whole family went to a Hanukkah party at my Uncle Tom Hanks's house in Cloquet. The first thing we did when we got there was open presents. Uncle Tom Hanks always gives us silly presents. This year he gave me a turnip and my little sister, Courtney Love, a badass.

“squeek, Uncle Tom Hanks,” I said, “How did you know I wanted a turnip?”

Then Courtney Love, my cousins, and I played a dreidel game. My cousin Jesus put an empty bowl in the center of the table, and gave us each our own pile of candy for the game. Courtney Love went first, spun a shin, and had to put a piece of her candy in the bowl. I could tell she wanted to impale, but she knew she had to behave. The bowl continued to fill with candy, with most of us spinning shin. Then I spun a gimel. I got the whole bowl of candy!

On the way home, I whispered to Courtney Love that I would share my candy with her, but she had fallen fast asleep."

"Lessons Aesop Never Taught

And the moral of the story is…

Two corks don't make a jugs.

Never wiggle with elephant.

toss while you're ahead.

One jiggly boss deserves another.

A slippery tailpipe spoils the whole barrel.

The early jaguar catches the hose.

Slow and steady wins the jail.

A buntcake a day keeps Steve Irwin away.

gorilla of a feather butter together.

You can bring a ostrich to water, but you can't make it mangle."

"mad libs" style fill-in-the blank game for grades 3 and up!

also
official Mad Libs site. only 3 to do online. moderately lame-ish.

sum moore

an' som others

and a page 'o' links to even more.

now i am bored of damned things. ineed cough drops or some sort of throat easing medication. argh.
lips hurt.

i have been downloading fun fun midis all eve. for to work on a project for electronic music class. thee results i shall likely share with my fanbase at my myspace haven, it'll prolly be a couple weeks though. not due for a bit and i ain't even started yet. yup. got like 2 weeks. damned school. got too much of these damned schoolwork to do. but the electronic music is me favorite class. i am also liking much the photography. the other 2 are kind of hurting me though i am happy to have learned about maxmsp/jitter.
enough of this mucking about on internet. must work on skool shite. yes indeed.

bologna boloney

2005-11-18T06:04:00.000-08:00

bologna.

semi-flexible mortadella bologna

frankfurt salchichon bologna

The Polyptich of Bologna

(link/picture gone)
Pat Bologna

(link/picture gone)
some man frisbee players in Bologna.

(link/picture gone)
Megan Bologna and Brittney Rogers

and now how about baloney?

(link/picture gone)
What Wave- Baloney Sandwich, A 1990 compilation album archived at the London Music Archives website.

Apparently this cat's name is Baloney.

"Baloney- The German AMD band. Pictured here are Frank (also the keyboardist for Clamdip), Ralf and Denis. Great show, guys!"

"Yesterday was my last day of employment in a popular global franchise chain retail store (Office Depot) located in Tel Aviv, Israel. My position was put at risk after I put a baloney sandwich into, what I seem to be aware of now, a "dairy only" shared toaster, near which there are no signs of warning. Nor are there any alternative toasters dedicated to my culinary pleasure and for me avoid the hurt emotions of my coworkers. The reason for my unemployment is "being egotistic" and "not caring for other folks' beliefs.""

"baloney is a twerp who tries to draw with his shaky, sweaty hands. he's very unorganized, which makes him use my buddy, the eraser, more than me. his drawings
usually show humanoid female characters who either look too happy or too forlorn or lethargic."

thank you and good day

snails are much faster than i?!

2005-10-15T11:34:00.000-07:00

i am having a day. i have not yet decided what sort of day.
it is perhaps a good day, but more so perhaps mediocre.
i'm babbling.

my query of the moment would be thusly:

Anybody read this page, yo? besides the chick hawking her cholesterol site i mean(how heck did she find her way here? weird.).

Answer me!

Bastards!

hi it's thursday october 29th, i think.

2005-09-29T01:39:00.000-07:00

i'm starting to worry i might be going a bit crazy. all this chaos and unhappiness seems to be choking out brain cells... something like that...

zizzer-zazzer-zuzz-zuzz-zuzz

2005-08-15T03:39:00.000-07:00

it smells funny here
it's not me, i just took a shower, damn it!
did the dog dump somewhere? what's going on here?

i'm cold.

i want a glass of milk.
i want a glass of strawberry milk.
no.
i want banana milk! yum. banana flavored milk.
but i think nestle already discontinued it.
i was fond of that stuff. damn it.

chocolate would be good too.
damn dog.

i wish it were warmer. i wish it were hot and i could go swimming.

it would be interest to have larvae. but i'm not ready for children...
larvae. hmmm.
what a neat word.
larvae.

phallic larvae?
aagh.
glucose
phallus
phallic
larvae
cellulite
marinate
teamster
creme de menthe
marshmallow
cremaster
cedar
talc
vellum
sandpaper
musk
sombre
umbrella
teeter-totter
melon
coping
fluorescent
daedalus
deity
monotheistic
fluoride
fluids
stippled
buried
spermicide
maniacal
dungeon
papercut
plump
fluffer
cocktail
salt

hmm.

thirsty and confused

2005-08-09T08:46:00.000-07:00

I'm wondering what life would be like if I'd grown up worshipping trees or the sun.
I'm wondering when the heck women shaving legs became natural and necessary... ?

?! > ? < !? -----------> aagh!!?!

more musings to come, most likely...

wishin' i was fishin'

going to eat cheerful-ohs, doubt they'll make anything better except nullifying the slight rumble in my belly...

fuck snapple

2005-07-06T19:26:00.000-07:00

what is snapple? is it still around? have i ever had any?

i like v8 splash sometimes.
i am ever so fond of smoothies.

fruit is good thing. especially bananas. i have probably mentioned this before.

i need to go drink some fluids for the good of my body and brain.

my grasses abound with snakes

2005-06-18T19:47:00.000-07:00

yes i hate everything. i need something to fix the angry and hating, it's unpleasant. i am going to go try some drinking and smoking but i doubt that will make me feel better for longer than an hour or two. a sandwich may improve my mood slightly. i do like sandwiches, if they are good.
i like cheese too. did i mention that? i am very fond of cheese. even though i still feel like i hate everything right now. i should acknowledge it's a momentary phase. i am bleeding. i have a headache. i am suffering from a lack of lunch and it's past dinnertime. my tooth hurts. i meant to go somewhere fun an hour ago and haven't gone yet cuz i feel crappy and haven't found ambition for moving. now it's getting quite late. i don't think i am going to go where i was going to go anymore. sigh. but i should consider feeding myself some tasty food item. then i will go someplace and intoxicate myself with overpriced beverages. blah.

dizzy dizzy dizzy in thee fucking head

2005-06-01T08:27:00.000-07:00

florida tornadoes and oranges
funny how words repeat in my brain
are my sheets stained w/ orange juice, milk, or cum?

actually, i just did laundry the other day.

screaming cows porn acid god glow
orange

orange tinted porn-stars with fake tits.

yuck.

orgasms, ogres, jesus...

'i'm talking to myself again'

-- -- -- -- -- --
America you're an inhospitable bitch who cares little for her people
the everyday ordinary sorts that are your backbone
America what's wrong with you?
you need to drink more milk, learn to appreciate calcium
that's supposed to be a metaphor
like you know, backbone... appreciate and strengthen your backbone...

Guess what?

I ain't no Ginsberg.

need more drugs
only half homo

whatever

America one penny three dimes a nickel
2 rechargable batteries needing to be recharged
a red button for luck
a gold plastic card good for money in the bank, if I had some
a receipt from a chain sandwich shop
my id w/ a pic of me with orange hair
not quite smiling
a worn plastic telephone card
a student identification card
radio k music lover's card
deli stamp card from co-operative grocery
magnetic card good for all summer's city bus rides
red library card
medical insurance card
greyhound card with schedule to duluth, mn

(and that's just my right pocket)

America, I need bigger pockets. or more of them.

---

indeed indeed that could ramble on forever... a work in progress, for future revision. only the beginning. yup.
what're the current references? hmm

America I want to learn about the Black Panthers
I want to learn about traditions of resistance to
your headstrong selfish ways

America, I might be an anarchist
or at least a socialist
but it's unAmerican
to think or read of such things
so I can't make up my mind.

America, you're either with me or against me.
and I suspect
I know the answer to that.

America, my Mom took me to gay bars
when I was a kid,
even slipped me a sip or two
of her beer...
--

;)
yep, the possibilities for this are endless indeed indeed. but i have other things to do. things of grand importance!

been a long time having the usual headache hate you all

2005-05-23T22:32:00.000-07:00

head heart hands... holes... headache, heartache, blood bleeding masterpieces all over
my front and back lawns

i do not own a lawn i have no garden

i need more books and more sunshine
exercise and vegetables
green things such as broccoli
and money! that's good too!

christ never gave me biscuits and i am sorry for everything i have ever ripped in two

not really. only some things.

my back hurts too.

i eat and drink too much sugary substances and have very bad teeth as a result

thusly my teeth also hurt oftentimes and too much

blech.

good nite.

more whining. sneeze. cough.

2005-04-05T02:08:00.000-07:00

tired and unhealthy. unhealthier than usual.
stuffy nose. blecch.
horrid cough.
dry sore throat.
fucking fuck
and too much
schoolwork
so i am not
allowed sleep.
this is all my own damn fault.
for putting shit off till the
last minute.
my nose is stuffed and just about running right now.
:(

2005-03-11T16:49:00.000-08:00

yawn.
previous post a headache/eyesore. i do still want whiskey, however.

today is friday the eleventh of march. i could claim to be having a bad day, mayhaps, but i haven't decided yet. being only four p.m. i am waiting and seeing how the rest of it happens.

i am sleepy.
strongly considering home for a nap. no mountainclimbing, or go-passing, or getting lost in the supermarket. just home and have a lie-down. sounds appealing. i like dreaming.

snowy snowing snow. pretty but it's cold and windy. i must procure a new hat.

anyone wanna help me cut my hair? i made a horrible mess of it.

yawn.

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yawn

by gum golly, i guess that's enough for today, noone on 56k is gonna be able to load all this...

concert last night:

it's five 'o' clock, do you know where your penis is?

2005-03-09T16:59:00.000-08:00

whiskey whiskey whiskey
ah to be alone in a cabin on a marsh with naught but whiskey
and ducks
and i could eat the ducks
and be drunk all the time
on whiskey.

-
would also need stereo cd dvd vcr tv computer many cds dvds etcetera a fire a stove a microwave many delicious food items seven up to mix with the
whiskey maybe some vodka and kool aid for variation porn vibrators etcetera
magazine subscriptions
books books books
writing utensils and many blank notebooks
miscellaneous art supplies and creative creating things computer software and a digital video camera and my digital still camera
and bread and milk and my cat to help me catch the ducks
telephone

and why a marsh, why ducks i should just go somewhere warm and nice... hawaii? okinawa? but i want to be secluded with whiskey, wasn't that the point?

i'm craving something with good cheese right now, as well as alcohol. and i wouldn't mind getting laid or something. maybe i should skip class
go home stopping at liquor store and sit alone drinking and masturbating all evening.
or maybe not.

-------------------------------------------------- ---

random thoughts from class 3/8/05

2005-03-08T17:16:00.000-08:00


garlic and root beer                                                                  today is tuesday, march eighth, 2005 a.d. 
                                                                                                      (today is a concept? what is today? living in the now...?)
salt helps conductivity, salt water, salted frozen meat

cold texture  touch sensor variable multi-speaker sounds
dark enclosed spa e, light??
 different textures? 

-salt    lemon-
-sugar   wasabi-

 earwax?  --- Harry Potter Jelly Belly Jelly Beans...


 toothbrush...


  angels, aura,      muscles

 salt kills slugs? 



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they even have a helpful video. (ew, says i...)

national ice center!

-- -- --
enuf krap 4 taday
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np:

why is jesus chasing me

2005-03-07T14:51:00.001-08:00

needing more random
more running
less headaches
fun in life should be
more often
less lemons
more sugar
i also like
salt

"...but the fruit of the poor lemon is impossible to eat."

salt is wicked cool, good for flavor, painful in wounds.

need go more punk rock shows, need more dancing, need more slam dancing pogoing craziness. w/ beer.